final bow

i can still feel the touch of your skin against mine every time i close my eyes

feel your breath as it catches the ends of my hair

the way you can make me smile just by the touch of your hand to mine

the way your lips made every particle of my body tingle

how could you have so much power over me

your the only one who can make me sick with only one word

but yet your the only one who had the power to help me with only one look

how can you rule me

you make me doubt myself in the worst ways

but make me feel so empowered, as if i can control all

how can you make me sway so abruptly from one side to another

my head feels like its going to explode with a thousand thoughts

the way you make me feel isn't fair

you can hug me like a bear

and kiss me with no care

but make it feel as if a thousand butterflies were just set lose in my stomach

how can one person have all these affects on one person

i cant fathom another human having so much control over another

but you had me at your every whim

and i regret every chime of time on you

you are nothing to me now

I'm taking my final bow