ugh i hate so many different signs i have to read

ANGER!

boys are so complicated. why cant they just say what they really mean? i thought girls were the only complicated ones, but i think boys are just as hard to understand. i mean they say one thing

but they mean another, like they tell you they don't care about

-HIDING SOMETHING!

you anymore but that's not really what they mean. they just mean they don't feel the same about you anymore and don't know how to say it other than breaking your heart

- HAPPINESS! by saying it all the wrong way. i mean they break up with you because they are so unsure about things and have no real reasoning about why they broke up with you in the first place, but all they can say when they want you back is "I'm sorry i made a mistake." i mean what do you say to that, because you still have feelings for that person, and they always catch you right when your about to move on. it makes things so complicated and hard to know if what they are saying is really how they feel this time. i mean what makes what they are saying so true, why should i trust what boys say now if everything they've ever said to me is a complete lie. I'm way to young to feel this way, i shouldn't even be worrying about these silly things. i mean i can easily think of 10 reasons why i shouldn't feel this strongly about one person right now, but 100 reasons why i cant help but feel the way i do. i just wish i had never started dating in high school and had just stayed single all throughout high school waiting to have all this stress of boys till i got old enough to understand how to deal with it. why cant boys just come straight out and say what they really mean, tell me their true feelings or at least show their feelings rather than try to hide them to seem strong and so confident about things.