ugly words

LIST of UGLY WORDS:

1. mucus

2. lobe

3. through

4. pus

5. roar

6. crayon

7. rural

8. whisk

9. squish

10. folk

11. snout

12. cliff

13. cement

14. spangled

15. spagetti

16. pacifier

17. itch

18. pimple

19. wrinkly

20. lent

21. retard

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Possibilities

My possibilities for the next 12 months are already becoming realities. I'm already trying to stay out of drama, but that hasn't happened for me yet. i try to do things to settle feuds between old relationships but rather than being grown up about things and just talking things out, they have their girlfriend text me and call me complaining. and rather than him just telling the truth he lies. so i give up! i want no more drama for 2010, but i don't think this is what the people around me want. moving on from that subject though i have found new friends and relationships. these next 12 months are beginning to look up for me. i have a new boyfriend now and he's one i hope to keep because he is cute, sweet, funny, and he likes me for me. i also know i have the possibility of graduating high school with an honors diploma and going off to college to get started on my degree, art therapy. the possibility of making it to my birthday is questionable, but if i do then i will be sure it is the greatest 18th birthday ever. and the way things are going now with new friends and fun experiences i think ill make it for two more days then a new age bringing on new responsibilities and even more memories. so 2010 possibilities are looking good, i just hope others are taking on change with the new year too so in the future things can be even better.

Carma

I dont believe in bad luck but i do believe in carma. carma can be a B**** as people say, and i believe it to be true. i think bad lucj isnt something that just comes upon you its something you make for yourself through the things you so and say. there are so many different types of superstition and saying of having luck that i dont see how anyone can know them all to believe in them. but i do think someone made all this stuff up, maybe it was the lepercons. haha just kidding. i dont think superstition exsists its all in your head or what your grown up being told. in reality though god is the master of your life so nothing is left to fate if your in his hands. now what i do believe in is carma, which is when one person gets a payback down the road for either something good or bad that they've done.

Reading Mentor Ship

taking on reading mentor ship was not only a responsibility but a privilege. i got to leave campus every other day and have a certain time frame to be back, just how the real world is going to be. the privilege of this class was getting to see my kindergartners see me as not only another student but something of a teacher and a friend to talk to . i really enjoyed this class of wound up kids, they really taught me a lot about how to be more like ea kid again but take on responsibility when needed. the teacher Mrs. Roberts was an excellent person from whom i learned a lot of new things. she taught me how to make the classroom not only a place of discipline and learning but how to take the mind of a kindergartner and hold their attention span by doing an activity that would keep them enthused while still learning the lesson at hand. after only about a week of being at this class i began to learn every kid's name and become so familiar with each kid and their way of working, really made mt job a breeze. i would just watch and help when needed. there were those days when these children new when to give you a hug to make you feel wanted and yell Ms. Molly as you walk into the room. this really makes for a great welcoming form such innocent eyes looking up at you as they have their arms wrapped around your waist. the times in this class weren't always so giddy however; when it came to some of the kids who were already learning to disrespect not only the other children, but also their teachers. this is when the discipline played a role in warning cards and letters of bad demerit went home to the parents. i really hated having to get on to kids at such a young age, but it was time for them to understand what the word "NO" really meant, and when someone older tells you to do something, you do. so this class wasn't just a builder for me but a new lesson learned with each and every kid the second i walked into that classroom. i really enjoyed not only getting to know every child but also having conversations with Mrs. Janie, Mrs. Roberts teacher aid, about why the kids were acting the way they were and how i could go about helping them. making it ever so clear to that helping kids is what i want to do for the rest of my life. i want to major in art therapy where i can help out disturbed kids through the expression of art. this class was an experience i will never forget, really helping me to put into perspective how the real world is going to be, and confirm a career choice.

My autobiography used for sweet 16

One word that describes me would have to be extrovert. ever since the day i was born, my om said, "I've never met a stranger and never been afraid to try something unexpected." i love to be competitive not only in sports but in academics as well, being number one isn't always the biggest thing to me but the idea of working as a team and being a leader keeps my drive to win high on my list. determination is another word to describe me; I'm driven because i know what i want tot do with my life now i just need to figure out how to get there.

My awards while at Apollo consist of academics, leadership, and athletics. i have been on the all A or A/B honor roll since arriving at Apollo. i was on the homecoming court for two years in a row, and elected by my class to be the secretary of student council my freshman and sophomore year. along with these awards i was also picked as captain of the girl's soccer team not only because of my great attitude but leadership skills for the other girls to follow. for four years i received the 110% award for soccer, because every time i stepped onto the field i was always encouraging my teammates and never willing to give up.

I think the eagle family has made me aware of how a school can be more than just a place to learn but an extension of my family. saying hello to people in the morning and always having a smile back takes my bad days and makes them a little brighter. the way the faculty and the students work together to make this school the best it can be makes me glad to say I'm a part of its family.

New Years poem

This year's been a rough
year.

Lots of tears but still
i had my share of cheers.

Starting this new year
off with the ones i love most,

But spending that time
with him feels like nothing to boast.

Too many tears shed as
all the thoughts run through my head.

I had, what i
consider, something real to remember.

It was a year of friend
making and love chasing.

But with this new year
of twenty ten there will be nothing that can bring me to my end. Starting my new
year off fine, but never forgetting two thousand and nine.

final bow

i can still feel the touch of your skin against mine every time i close my eyes

feel your breath as it catches the ends of my hair

the way you can make me smile just by the touch of your hand to mine

the way your lips made every particle of my body tingle

how could you have so much power over me

your the only one who can make me sick with only one word

but yet your the only one who had the power to help me with only one look

how can you rule me

you make me doubt myself in the worst ways

but make me feel so empowered, as if i can control all

how can you make me sway so abruptly from one side to another

my head feels like its going to explode with a thousand thoughts

the way you make me feel isn't fair

you can hug me like a bear

and kiss me with no care

but make it feel as if a thousand butterflies were just set lose in my stomach

how can one person have all these affects on one person

i cant fathom another human having so much control over another

but you had me at your every whim

and i regret every chime of time on you

you are nothing to me now

I'm taking my final bow